Plans

Being home never felt so real and comfortable....for now. I am enjoying my room, the car, home cooking, and friends, but the honeymoon period is short and a plan for my near future is needed, and fast. I'm afraid of being stuck here, although my need to get away is so great that I don't think even the worst of circumstances could keep me in Twin. When the holidays have past, it's time to move on. I'm already becoming restless.

I just spent a week in New York with my best friend and it felt so natural to be there, with him. We went to Central park and I audited his classes. We ate amazing food and had great conversations. We just did life together and it felt good, like that's where I was supposed to be. I already miss waking up beside him, wearing his sweatshirts, and hearing his roommate singing in the shower in the mornings. I miss eating captain crunch and drinking coffee with him while listening to music from our childhood days. I miss the city, the opportunities, the accessibility... I think I need to move there.

The next two weeks will consist of catching up with friends, celebrating the birth of my Jesus and a new beginning to my life and the world, and research on where to go from here. I will be praying for the desire of my heart to be revealed so I may do something about it. Watch out world, here I come!